It's my birthday and nobody remembers Its currently 12:12, no | pacman

It's my birthday and nobody remembers
Its currently 12:12, no messages, no calls, no greetings, nothing. So stupid of me to expect people to actually remember, this has happened for the 5th year. Its times like this when loneliness slaps you in the face. Being lonely is hard but its harder when you do have people you talk to but you're not that special to them. Makes me feel even lonelier. Last year's birthday was the shittiest. I spent it all by myself. The feeling of forcing myself to feel happy for this special day is the worst feeling ever. I try to be exited about it but I just can't anymore. I miss the times when I was younger, when my birthdays were so exciting and fun, nothing mattered back then. :) Happy birthday to me !!